it's over

L just broke up with me. She said I "fucked this one up," and I had no one to blame but myself. She's probably right.

When I was in elementary school my report card was green and came in a manila envelope. I was a consistent A-B honor roll student, and the teachers always check marked the box "plays well with others."
I wish I knew what happened between now and then.

mc

I'll never forget you, L. I'm a fuck-up and you tried to collect the pieces and make me believe otherwise. I'll always love you, Panda Bear.